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Date:Thursday, October 30, 2008
Time:8:40 PM
Title:Everything Is gone.




Play it , i know its lame ^^.
try try try.
alright.
what a long disappearance heh.

this whole week almost everyday out? o.0
monday ( public holi , deepavali) -
so had lunch with parents and 2nd bro at IMM.
then reach home
dad ,uncle, cousin & ka fu (uncle)playing mahjiong o.0
then my ah ma also came o.0
nowadays play mahjiong with my ka fu she also follow de o.0 haha.
but of coz is gt transport, my ka fu drive motorbike ._.
then it was raining so my uncle went to fetch them then ah ma follow.

then tues -
went jp with laogong(regin)
then meet her gan kor.
then watch max payne.
the show quite okay lar.
little no link =x
then meet laogong friend.
the the the the rosslyn and someone ^^
then they kena chase by tabors. _.
then i jus work around lor...
what for run with them...
also not chasing me.

then settle down liao then
saw joel ... lol.
i keep mixing up his sch , name , gf ...etc =x
unity sec , i say dunern =x
then jurongville gf is joey de , i keep asking him !! =X
SIBEI PAISEH!
coz he broke up le.
then name ... at 1st i saw him i say its joey o.0
then after awhile release he is joel ^^
then then then his the big one , joey small one.
OKAY! =X
then he pei me until 4+ , he went kiddy palace practise his piano skill with those toys -.-

then wed -
when jp again.
coz laogong say wan buy birthday present worh ._.
at 1st go there she like nvr buy nvr buy =.-
then in the end got buy , i think o.0
then went arcade play ._.
ahh hahahahah this part i dowan say ._. =x

then thurs -
ytd. morning 7.50am woke up ! T.T
mama.
then wash up etc.
then i bathe.
and 9 left the house.
trained to sembawang meet jojo.
then got this girl beside me , she fell aslp.
then he head keep knocking off , then when i was
combing my hair , she bang her head XD
slight bang.
then i was like HAHAHA =X SHE BANG LIAO SHE BANG LIAO =X
THEN NVR LOOK AT HER , DOWAN MAKE HER PAISEH

both of us reach at the same time
then ... i dowan to say =.- totally waste of time and money lar.
cibai.damn the person in charge la.and nvr go there=.-
then we ate breakfast/lunch .-.
then we went chua chu kang
PLAY LRT! LMAO.
chua chu kang sit back to chua chu kang.
saw all the funny funny uniforms and those cute little girls.

then saw one sch .
their uni like pizza hut's one=. -
red for top.
black for skirts and shorts,trousers
then shoe and socks also.
at 1st i thougt it was pizza hut's worker ._.
but it turn out to be students from the sch o.0
bag , book , file o.0 lols.

then wanted to play with train =x
train until marina bay then to amk.
but then ,
his sis told him that his mom forgot to leave money behind for his dental
LMAO ._.
poor him .
then was in time , stoped at amk.
then took bus to his house.
then i was to sit at the playground o.0
the playground is obviously for kids.
all the slids and stairs.
then i found two ants o.0
then then then is like those resident evil or fatal frame that type of horror game playground XD
okay la. not too bad la =x
i over kua zhang.

then bus back to amk hub.
then had nth to do.
then keep calling blanche.
then nvr pick up.
if not is " i changing"" i changing"
aiya then let he change la.o.0
haha.

then meet liao train to jurong point.
bought ticket for the coffin.
then went ntuc jojo bought chips.
then while waiting to go in
we camwhore ._.
I WORE THE nerdy SPECS= X
muhahah.
then went in .
then went out , bought the mashpotato combo then went in agn.
then blanche wan the specs coz she cant see o.0
-o.0-

then the movie is like =.-
can suddenly "BOO! "
the hell out of ew .-.
jojo keep saying "cibai " " fuck" " damn it"
LMAO!
the two of them hor.
maciam nvr watch horro movie b4 ._ .
scared then dun see those scary de o.0
see those not scary de.

then after the movie.
6.30 only.
then then then jojo wan eat pepper lunch.
so went IMM.
then found out is like ._.
woot over $10 de.
then went kopitiam eat.
then blanche dowan eat.
then she went home.
then me and jojo eat finish liao
walk walk around o.0
then homed.

i want buy nerd specs o.0
white frame.
anyone tell me where to buy? o.0


♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Monday, October 20, 2008
Time:4:24 AM
Title:My Name IS A.B.C

yeah.
since that very day.
my name is known as A.B.C.
Amelia. Banana. Chin =.- ....
nice right? i noe !! ^^

alright.
no mood to post=.-.
sch is ending in .... 3 DAYS! ._.
woot.
but still got to go back for LD.
sian =.-
i wan to get out? =x
should i?
it'll affect my life spen of 4yrs eh ._.

and.. i was told that
one of our classmate can go express.
haiz.
why ain't i the one...
shiat! bodoh!

whatever i do,
is always wrong.
since the day i noe you,
you didn't treat me like how you treat her.
you _ _ _ her.
you _ _ _ her.
you _ _ _ _ to her.
but what about me =.- .
ignorance.
scolding.
vending anger.
rubbing salt into wounds.
how great this is.


♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Saturday, October 18, 2008
Time:4:46 AM
Title:FUCK IT!

i'm damn fuck up now kay, cibai.
bo tai bo ji tio scolding.bodoh luhs!
cibai nabey.
fucking asshole.
kaninabueh.
HELL LUHS.

faster go die lar.
you are not worth to live on this world luhs.bodoh.
bo ji stay.
got ji fuck off (:
bo lam pa stay.
got lam pa fuck off far far ((:

alright.
today LD trainig i see liao hor.
make me wan run away T.T.
need jump on stolls ._.
damn damn damn !!! luh ._.
tho i dunid to do today.
but other days sure need de? T.T !!!
damn damn damn scary!

gosh gosh gosh!!!
must must must watch over me ._. =x
then then then i still dunu how to play the instruments. DAMN!
plus plus plus...
HAIZ.
I TOTALLY SUCKS =.- .

surmore i'm not officially part of LD =x
kao lar!!!! T.T.
nonononononononononononononononono
i'm thinking to much o.0
brain wash! o.0
hahas.

i'm just waiting ._. ...
waiting to be one of those sec 1 nxt yr , learning LD =X.
ah hahahha=.- dream on.
someone train with me ._. ?

okok. stop here ._.
still got 9 more training.
then holiday ._. whee?
haiz.


♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Friday, October 17, 2008
Time:5:25 AM
Title:Theres the light.

alright.
i'm currently damn tired ._. =x

morning wore the yellow library shirt under uni >.<

then was told to line up in cca grp.
coz ... i dunu how to say o.0
then took out uni.
then see others also neh wear...=/
then wear back uni.
then the young ms lee diao us and ask us take out =.- MA DE.

wear then take out
wear then take out.
stripping show wor.

then after prize giving and bla.
went to library =.-
waited long for the key to come ... then finally went in.
at 1st was cooling lar.
but the classroom inside cooler,
then was ask to do review or suggestion or bla lar!

then do finish went out see them play comp.
woot o.0 ?
i keep ka jiao jiahui =x hehehe
then recess 10.30. accompany jing ru bye drink only=.-
then saw those no cca pple o. 0
then i went ask chye ya where are the lion dance pple.( coz he ex -LD de)
then he bo chup me=.-

then saw mr lim o.0
then just told him i wanna have 2nd cca o.0
then he say wad cca, i say lion dance.
then he ask my currently cca is wad , i say library.
AND AFTER AWHILE ... I FOUND OUT HE DUMB=.-
THE STUPID YELLOW SHIRT I WEARING GOT PUT " LIBRARY" LAR=.-.
HE NEH SEE!!
SURMORE THE WORD IS FACING HIM=.- ...
THEN HE I TELL HIM LIBRARY LIAO
HE BO CHUP ME =.-
BODOH LAR.

then went back library slack.
see them play comp till 11.30
went back class...
then say u wan u can come class...
dowan then go around the sch till 12.20 go home ._. dots.
then bla bla bla... mr fadzel came in class.
gave out meet the parents form , whee i neh tio.
then joke joke?
then home.

then went jp with suying.
then chye ya following us=.-
no la. he just wan to go bank , bank in cheque.
then kopitiam and etc alot pple=.- so we go shop 1st.
then saw chye ya again. he say peiying's friend say cannot meet her , if see pei ying tell her.
then bla bla bla.
at popular saw pei ying.
then told her.
then she follow us o.0 lols.

then bla bla bla.
2.30 liddat went back sch.
then change and etc.
3++ start lion dance.

WOOT!!! TOTALLY COOL.
the warm up hor ._.
macam like join masure arts ( p/s. currently dunu how to spell.)
alot warm up ._.
must must must do the warm up
like sitting on chair , but u are not .-.
then then then have to
keep ur legs in and lie down ._. ( dunu how to explain.)
then i cant do , coz i sprain my thumb=.- ... then cannot ur hand support.
then i sprain my left ankle once , so i felt the pain =.-
then i quickly up... luckily today i 1st day , let of.

then did jumps.
did the moves? ._. alot lar.
i can sense a long ; difficult journey coming along...
JIA YOU ._. !!!
then got one is must open leg until max de , like doing split ._.

then another one is bla bla bla...
DID ALOT.
my leg almost cramp? ._. T.T
tmr also got training. surmore 4hrs leh.
i cant even tahan 2hrs lar.

die die die....
plus... i learnt
how to play the the the the dunu call what XD.
suddenly STM.
can say difficult .
can say easy ._.
easy is you noe the tempo and etc .-.
diff is ... bcoz i slow=x ... not familiar yet.
coz i nvr count de? just anyhow=.-
then have to put the hand beside to stop it. damn hard.
my hands cannot be coordinate.

and when we doing one of the move.
suying keep asking me jump higher , open leg bigger.
cant lor =.- ... jiao lian will scold la?
then i found out is the chairman =.- ....
he open the leg till damn big=.-...
then me and suying no space! =x
oh well... is only the 1st time .... haiz.
jia you ! ._.

oh yeah...

the sch is totally lame=.-?
zowell told mr fadzel that i put the class photos on class blog ._.
then mr fadzel say better not.
coz mayb perverts outside might eye on the student then stalk them =.-
lame shit lar bodoh!
someone save me ._. ...
i dunu to quit lib and join LD.
or both -.- !!! T.T



♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Thursday, October 16, 2008
Time:4:06 AM
Title:That Feeling...

yoyoyoyoyoyo o.0

i'm so so so hyper.
woot. =x

alright
today had a trip to the discovery centre.
it's changed once again ._.
but not a major change actually. haha o.0
just added stuff.

then i sabor-ed zowell up to do the
trial race for the mini version formular 1 o.0
cool men!!!
N1 DID BAD FOR THE QUIZ=.- CHIA JIE LAR.
BUT...~~!!!
WE WON IN THE RACE O.0
AS WELL AS THE BONUS PART. MUHAHAHAH
!!!

then then then
we had quiz? ._.
must go around the place
look for answer .
then got one uncle hor =.-
ask us dun guai lan with him =.- .
fuck lar hor.
think you old enough to boss us around izzit=.- kns.
plus is GL.
not KL =.- ?

then after the race.
we had a 3D movie.
the video very short=.- ...
can improve.
as well as the 3D spec.

then then then o.0
no comment.
nth liao.
ah hahah o.0

oh yeah,
will be going for lion dance tmr o.0 whee? ._.
plus =.-
tmr morning got the cca prize thingey=.-
morning must go class put bag ,
wait for annoucement.
then get into the cca grp=.-
roar!!!
SURMORE MUST WEAR
CCA T-SHIRT LAR.

sucks lar.
the whole shirt is yellow lar bodoh.
macam one BANANA! ._. T.T
then i ask ms lee need wear yellow colour shorts anot XD
wan be banana must dress properly mah LMAO! ._.

alright .
cant type anymore.
i pathetically sprained my right thumb can =.- .
i was sitting on the ground and asked to move a little.
so i use my hands to bare my weight while i move ._.
and when i moved rdy ...
my thumb T.T .

I'M LAME =.- I NOE.
TOO BAD.
TOO fat ._.

i'm always fat.
always not getting things right ._.
fat fat fat fat fat.
useless....
ah ha...
cant do anything right.
cant do simply things .
haiz.


♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Time:9:04 PM
Title:It Never Happens...

yeah... i'm back in action ...

i dun what to post? ._.
die die die....
what to post uh ? o.0
=x

okay nvm. results.


- ßıαnchє ♀ • Time flies, says:
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post about u what.


okay ... so i shall post about her 1st b4 results.


blanche is a fat panda.
blanche chi sucks like ****? =X
BLANCHE.... IS LOVE BY ME !!
GIRL , YOU HAVE A BRIGHT FUTHER COMING ALONG ._.
RESULTS DONT REALLY SHOWS ONE POTENTIAL.
JUST LIKE ME =X
CLEVER IN MIND
STUPID IN ACTION=X
BUT ... MOST IMPORTANT ._. KNOW YOU ARE SMART ._.
HAVE FAITH .
HECK YOUR MAMA PAPA AH GONG AH MA ....
THE MOST .... BREAK RELATIONSHIP ._.

SEE...I'M A GOOD FRIEND RIGHT.

okay , results.
base on the conformation paper that doreamon have
given us to check the marks and etc then sign ,

eng - 58 , band 5 o.0
chi - 56 , band 5 =.-
maths - 77 , band 1 , DARN.
sci - 71 , band 2 !!!
geo - 64 , band 4
hist- 63 , band 4
D&T - 72 , band 2
homec - 75 , band 1 , phew?
Art - 63 , band 4 , XD ._.
PE - grade B ... DOTS?

overall percentage = 69% !! MA DE!
class and lvl position = 2 /40
2/80. _.

haiz haiz haiz !!!
fuck it lar ! ._. damn.
i sucks like **** too , blanche ._. high 5 .
i still find it weird= .-
4 band 4 ?
above only got 3 lor =.- .
then total up all the subject got 10 ( including PE)

band 1 = 2
band 2 = 2
band 4 = 4
band 5 = 2
-----
10 subject.
so is P.E , grade B , consider as band 4 ?
if this is it , then grade A get band 3 lar?
weird=.- ...
I WAN PROTEST!! ._.
BUT.... IT WOUND MAKE ANY CHANGES=.- RIGHT?
HAIZ.

okay.
i have nothing to post liao ._ .
school days shall end in 9 days? ^^ whee pee.
plus plus plus.

tmr no sch ,
thurs have NE trial/trip o.0 to factory or smth ._.
fri got nth ._.
then nxt
mon i dunu got what
tues also
wed also
thurs get report book and home o.0 i think.

whee...
but.... so what if it's holiday.
theres no one to go out with. yeah ._.
NVR... SADIES SHIT SHALL BE PUT AWAY.



♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Friday, October 10, 2008
Time:11:41 PM
Title:I'm Not Getting 0ver It.

yeah...lond time no post =x
no mood ah ha....
okay... lets see...
tuesday and weds had no sch ._.
and i have nothing much to say about ^^

thurs went sch...
had most of the results=.-...
then at night went to eat kuishinbo ,
1st bro's treat. eat till damn full=x
stayed there for like...
from 6.30 - 9.30 =x lmao.

then my 2nd bro vry cartoon.

we ate till damn full.
then the rest say drink tea will digest.
so went to make tea.
then supposingly , you should choose a tea bag flavour you like,
but the tea bag in ur cup.
then take hot water then bla ._.

BUT THEN.


he took hot water 1st.
then choose tea bag.
then went to sit down.
then open the tea bag packet.
AND THOUGHT IT'S IN POWDER FORM ._.
SO HE KEPT SHAKING IT OUT.
BUT NOTHING =X
THEN BOTH MY DAD AND HIM IS LIKE, WOAH ....KENA CHEATED.
THEN KEEP SHAKING IT...
THEN IN THE END..
MY DAD PULL OUT A SLIP AND TADA=.- THE TEA BAG.
DAMN FUNNY LAR.

WHEN MY DAD TOLD EVERYONE ABOUT THIS WE LAUGH TILL DAMN LOUD.
ALL THE EYES CRYING LMAO.
UH HAHAH...MEMORIES ARE GREAT...(:
alright..pics pcis.



hot plate o.0 ...NICE NICE NICE
taiko balls? o.0

deserts...


i tried this ._. freaking nice.
crabs known as kaninabei( correct sp? lols)
the mini steamboat , sry for bluryness.

yeah... special dish.
they'll play a song and you must line up for it.
1st few customer will get it o.0

the egg o. 0

arbor...sushi ._.
got more... but i lazy take pic ._. lmao.

then then then
friday , yts , 10/10
had chinese , eng compo and d&t results.
left with P.E de._.
then after sch met blanche.

met them at city hall.
then trained to bugis tgt.
then shopped at bugis street.
jojo shop for retard spec =x.
then blanche bought rings ._. =x
then shop awhile
and went mos buger.


while waiting for jiaming,
took pics.
and bla o.0 lols...
I LOOK GOOD IN THE RETARD SPECS. -.
but i'm not retard uh =x.
then went to OG .
the boys shopped for candies ._.
girls - kope=x
then went in a convinient shop.
then halfway went off ^^


coz mama meeting me.
then met her
and i was damn hungry ._. ?
then went mos burger again=.- lols.
then she kope my fries.
coz she not that hungry.
then went bugis street shop.


i want shop for my things but she just kept shopping for hers.
DAMN FUSTRATING CAN!!!rawr.
then finally shop for mine , papa come liao.
then meet him and they had their dinner.
me and mama share a bowl of kui chup.
then couldn't finish so papa finish all haha.

then went to have strawberry strudel.
yummy.
we always buy the whole sturdel de. =x $20+.
then 1 piece is $4+
then half of the whole thing is erm...$10++ i think.
so we bought one whole sturdel.
then ate half ; ask the person cut into three serving.
then the rest we packed home ; but collect ltr.
then went bugis street bought my stuff.
then went BGH shop. bought stuff o.0 .
then went collect strudel and home.

woot... i slept thro the whole journey?
damn tired lar bodoh.
i slept . then woke up ._.
then drank water.
then slept back.
then woke up coz reach carpark le.
but i slept back until the lorry is parked.lols...

oh yeah.
results ,
maths : p1 - 41/50
p2 - 26/50
67/100 b3? KNS LAR BODOH.
science : p1 - 16/20
p2 - 36/65( expected , coz i counted i'll lose 42 marks=x)
52/85 , overall for dunu what is 61 ._.
eng : p1 - compo = 17/30 ( woot?)
- letter writing = 15/30 ( kns lar bodoh , alot of underline , then put exp , MEANS WHAT?)
p2 - 36/60
overall for dunu what is 57.
lit :10/20 RAWR=.-
geo : 61/100 hais=.-
chi : p1 ( bot compo and letter writing ) - 36.5 /70
p2 - 31.5/ 60.
68/130 , overall for dunu what , 55 =.- haiz....
d&t overall for dunu what is 71 o.0
SEE LAR... I DUNU WHAT HAPPEN TO MY MIND , MY RESULTS =.-
HAIZ....



♥Amelia Reminisce!
Date:Monday, October 6, 2008
Time:6:06 AM
Title:Is Clear

i have been keeping this.
but now, i'm actually crying it all out.
my eyes are swollen ; i'm in great pain now, is beyond explanations.
i doubt is not that simple.
How i hope you guys are reading this post .

exams are over.
so am i.
since you guys ain't giving me response.
cold shoulders.
going out without me.
having a good life.
i'm happy for you guys.

but
i'm just everyday at home.
doing nothing.
thinking of stuff.
having things to buy ,
but ...wheres everybody??
there isnt anyone to accompany me.
put yourself in my shoe.
tho this is something not new to me;
but still...i'm not capable to handle this loneliness.

the mask will tore one day.
everything will be out one day.
pretending isn't gonna help.
avoiding isn't working.
i just want everything,
back to what they are.

please stop this game of ignoring me.
for anything that i have done, i'm sorry.
perharps i didn't understand you guys well enough.
thats why things you dun like happen while i dunu.

to you guys ;

i'm not dumb.
dun deceive me further , just come clean with everything.

-

i'm not an atm.
but i'm willing to give / lend money to u , but after lending , you just had ur own life.
perharps neglecting me.
and everytime i talk to you , you just pretend you are there to listen , but i noe u are not.
make it simplier , you are just using me.

-

last but not least.

i'm not easy to push around.
right now , i'm saying all this things , i hope things will change.
understand my status.
understand my character.
understand my atitude.
so will i.


--

this is something new huh?
to pple whom noe me .
they noe i wun get affected so deeply easily.
i'm someone who's strongheaded.
crazy, gets emo anytime.
can just scold pple i hate.
thats me.


♥Amelia Reminisce!

Time:6:05 AM
Title:My apologies.

well , i hve no idea what had happen.
girlfriends are ignoring me , right girls?
what on earth did i do=.- ?
if i really did anything.
right now.
right here
or anywhere.
i will apologys.

I'M SORRY;
for everything i've done that made this happen.
just ... dont abandon me ._.
atleast tell me my mistakes.
lets understand each other , and mistake wont come along.


alright.
it's been a week since
of disappearance eh o.0

basically , i've forgotten all of the things that have happen ._.
coz , dont intend to blog it al out o.0 yeah.

3/10/08 -P.E paper was like....damn unasspected kay =.- .
ask all the funny but cannot answer questions lar. kao.
ask wad basketball one team how many pple.
then when penaty shot must stand where=.-
then track and field.
then swimming.
WTF=.-?

then science paper 1&2
TOTALLY A KILLER PAPER CAN.
all the questions hor machiam only 10% of the question is what i study de lar.
the rest hor...can use as toilet paper uh.=x
sure get red egg lor.
ask us draw PSI graph =.- .
then bla bla bla=.-
surmore cher keep interupting.
say got changes...
one of the question because of changes i almost get zero for it.

then today , 6/10/08 moday.
had maths p2.
woot.
i got one 1mark question wrong=.-.
then bla bla bla.
i can do all the questions o.0
okay...

EOY HAS END!!!
TIME TO RELAX.
UNTIL MARKS COME OUT.
THEN WORLD WAR ERM...
I THINK WORLD WAR 7 WILL HAPPEN IN MY FAMILY.
HAHA...
BEFORE I DIE.


♥Amelia Reminisce!